its been two years that’s a fair bit of time and i still miss you i still think about what could have been i don’t think that’s really fair because i know for a fact that you obviously never really even cared but i guess that’s fine because i never really expected you to but for some god damn reason i still hold hope in my heart. i turned 19 and shit didn’t get any better it just changed into more self hatred because i realized that i shouldn’t hold any hope and that i should let shit go but life has a way of throwing you back in my face and i try to not do anything to remind me of you but i swear to fucking god that i hear your voice sometime and i smell cake and i die a little i guess that’s why i don’t like cake anymore but what ever i guess i’m writing this so that i move on cause that is what i really want to do at the bottom of my heart i want to move on so so badly because your a bad dream you really are well this is sayonara i hope
When you hurt so badly you just want to drink and smoke all day to get rid of the pain.
When you want to sleep to get rid of the pain but can’t because you know you are going to wake up empty.
When you want someone so much and they don’t want you anymore.
When the person you love tells you…
Feels or insanely high T-T
BILL WATTERSON ‘A cartoonist’s advice’
This one definitely hits closest to home, so good.
"Chimpanzees, gorillas, orangutans have been living for hundreds of thousands of years in their forest, living fantastic lives, never overpopulating, never destroying the forest. I would say that they have been in a way more successful than us as far as being in harmony with the environment."
Jane Goodall (primatologist, ethologist, anthropologist, UN Messenger of Peace, and overall beautiful ambassador of life on this planet)
I certainly hope that this new year is better then the last couple because I really don’t need my chest to hurt because I think about you I really hope I finally fucking move on because I’m tired of this shit I have high hope for this year I really really do
It’s about that time of year, and I want to give something back to all you cool people on the internet.
I’ll be giving away:
- (Your choice of vendor, no hoodies or special cuts please)
1 x 11.6 x 18 print of your choice from my redbubble
- ( your choice of finish)
3 x Stickers OR 4x6 greeting cards of your choice from my redbubble
So that’s 5 winners in total.
All you have to do to enter is reblog this post.
I’ll be choosing winners at random on December the 7th, this Saturday. Merry Christmas everybody :)
It’s the last day to enter everybody, I’ll be picking winners at random tomorrow morning!